Reminding myself that he is the one who left me. If he wanted me in his life he would have stayed with me. The fact that he didn't even say goodbye or actually told me about breaking up with me. I had to spend so many days and nights waiting for him to actually tell me whether he will be back, whether i should wait, or its over. That was like a slap on my face about how much i meant to him. No one can change anyone's mind and make them stay no matter what they do. I didnt deserve what he did to me.